Wednesday, March 08, 2006

each argument

To days of inspiration
Play hookie
The need to express
To communicate
To going against the grain
Going insane
Going mad
"La Vie Boheme" Rent


Today I confessed that I think I might be going crazy. I'm having a hard time focusing, I'm losing my grip on priorities, There are very few things that I really care about. I seem to be reaching out to people, because with people around I feel better--I have to concentrate on them--I get to concentrate on them--instead of letting my thoughts circle and circle and stop and come back. But even with people around, I lose my focus and have to force it back. I get distracted and tangential. I have to excuse myself for moments to

And I'm back. Interruptions, of the human kind. And Uffish says I look alive, which is a good thing. No need to panic yet. Alive and going crazy is much better than alive and crazy. Wonder when I'll get there.

4 comments:

Master Fob said...

If it makes you feel better, I've been feeling the same way the last couple days. And I have even if it doesn't make you feel better.

FoxyJ said...

I've talked to a lot of people lately who have been feeling weird. I think it's that mid-semester slump, and the wacky weather isn't helping much. I've tried eating more chocolate and watching more television, but so far I haven't found a good solution. I'll let you know if I do.

Toasteroven said...

Yeah. I think I can relate to this situation. Definitely. At least you can get it all out in one paragraph instead of taking a page to realize that the whole page is not really that clear, even to yourself. That's something good for now.

Oy...

eleka nahmen said...

I *love* La Vie Boheme. So many points for you. And bask in the mind-losing - I think it sounds trippy. I'd love to dabble in the practice of such myself :)

 

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