To days of inspiration
Play hookie
The need to express
To communicate
To going against the grain
Going insane
Going mad
"La Vie Boheme" Rent
Today I confessed that I think I might be going crazy. I'm having a hard time focusing, I'm losing my grip on priorities, There are very few things that I really care about. I seem to be reaching out to people, because with people around I feel better--I have to concentrate on them--I get to concentrate on them--instead of letting my thoughts circle and circle and stop and come back. But even with people around, I lose my focus and have to force it back. I get distracted and tangential. I have to excuse myself for moments to
And I'm back. Interruptions, of the human kind. And Uffish says I look alive, which is a good thing. No need to panic yet. Alive and going crazy is much better than alive and crazy. Wonder when I'll get there.
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If it makes you feel better, I've been feeling the same way the last couple days. And I have even if it doesn't make you feel better.
I've talked to a lot of people lately who have been feeling weird. I think it's that mid-semester slump, and the wacky weather isn't helping much. I've tried eating more chocolate and watching more television, but so far I haven't found a good solution. I'll let you know if I do.
Yeah. I think I can relate to this situation. Definitely. At least you can get it all out in one paragraph instead of taking a page to realize that the whole page is not really that clear, even to yourself. That's something good for now.
Oy...
I *love* La Vie Boheme. So many points for you. And bask in the mind-losing - I think it sounds trippy. I'd love to dabble in the practice of such myself :)
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